drowning in the sky

2007-07-12T01:29:00.001-07:00

dann's signature....sigh..

2007-07-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

dann and.....too bad ..i'm not the one haha

2007-07-12T01:14:00.000-07:00

dunno y my preety nice purple's words change into blue la..xan u did something issit ..anyway..jus way too lazy to change everything again la..who cares ??i care la..jo's cousin saw daniel..my goooooooooodness..i hope i'm her ..he's jus so cute la dammit ...haih.......

life goes on because of dann..

yay yay ...starting to get over it already ...he's jus nothing for me to think about ..congrates to myself..my life is so dang meaningful right now..

~kel~

serene thankx loadz

2007-06-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

god will never give us task that is beyond what we can do that's told by kirsten and serene..yaya..yes i have to admit that it hurts so badly but it was all over ..i hoped things never happened .i can't fake it but at least ~from this i'd learnt a lot and gained so much ..it takes time to get over it ..it is hard but as it goes things will become easier for me ..i'm not alone cos there is someone that didn't just leave me behind and take all this alone even if some doesn't know what's bout that but they were there and there are here for me ..at least i've made the right choice even it is a serious heart-broken but a call can make me feel so much better thankx thankx =+

~kel~

8th june-fellowship dinner

2007-06-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

it was a nicest day..know what was up ???shue voon had a sore throat and had a sexy voice man ~~haha ''everything was good ..most importantly the FOOD was good ..people were all pretty and handsome @ FOOD was good love u!!!(to my food) ..games were good i mean the games for only guys** if only i can take part i'll love it loads @ agaaaaain food was good ..and toilet was clean..good..@weather was good (no heavy rain ward =+ not bad la ) ..my drop-dead gorgeous sexy date aren was good #$ i'd never knew he talks loads kaka that's vv good ward haha *______* so can conclude that eveything was fine,back ups was fast..thanks to you(DAN)

~bodoh kel~

swear off swearing

2007-06-14T01:17:00.000-07:00

yea i like swearing for dann's sake ..but i never swear from my heart..it was all jux swear wordds for fun...but then i cant deny that my class' swearers are all best of the worst..kerry i don't swear...

~snoop kel~

best cg outing ever after

2007-06-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

7th june-i've got the best outing ever after ...haha i met the girl lisa i wanted to meet since long time ago haha...she's a really funny gurl...i'll miss ya +++

watched shrek 3 with church cell group there's serene,kirsten,debbie,yi wen,phui yan,shao wen,vincent,jason,joseph.....kinda nice oso the showw.....

the best hing is to meet lisa....mind you i'm very normal

~kel~

2007-06-07T22:42:00.000-07:00

ewwwwww sick hols....art art art everyday....

i've got that over but i'm sad with tat..as long as you're happy whtever it is...i love ya so much
kel

2007-05-24T23:27:00.000-07:00

"Too Much To Ask"
Its the first time I ever felt this lonelyI wish someone could cure this painIts funny when you think its gonna work outTil you chose weed over me, you're so lameI thought you were cool until the pointBut up until the point you didnt call meWhen you said you wouldI finally figured out youre all the sameAlways coming up with some kind of story
Everytime I try to make you smileYou're always feeling sorry for yourselfEverytime I try to make you laughYou can'tYoure too toughYou think you're lovelessIs that too much that I'm asking for?
I thought you'd come around when I ignored youSo I thought you'd have the decency to changeBut babe, I guess you didn't take that warning'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again
Can't you see that you lie to yourselfYou can't see the world through a mirrorIt wont be too late when the smoke clears'Cause I, I am still here
But everytime I try to make you smileYou'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourselfEverytime I try to make you laughYou stand like a stoneAlone in your zoneIs it too much that I'm asking for?
Yeah yeah yeah yeahCan't find where i amLying hereAlone I fearAfraid of the darkNo one to claimAlone again
Can't you see that you lie to yourselfYou can't see the world through a mirrorIt wont be too late when the smoke clears'Cause I, I am still here
Everytime I try to make you smileYou're always feeling sorry for yourselfEverytime I try to make you laughYou can'tYou're too toughYou think you're lovelessIt was too much that I'm asking for

2007-05-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

gosh...i failed two subjects -history and chemistry ...@thankx to myself ///...omg!!!!i wanna spend my hols happily!duh~but teacher is damn kind to me i got 1 correct she was trying to help she gave 3 marks ...got too many problems during examz week that me make me go more __________*it's over anyway exam's over additional maths 's over ..eveything is not that fine ..there is a big big big big big big big reluctant ..~ya there was a history in our class .not 1 is 4 ../4 cases in the same day..syok...something's going very wrong with the classmate of mine...

mish and emylia went to the wrong reccess ~that wasn't the case ..the worst thing is that they went for reccess time on miss tham period ..god bless them miss tham didn't show up on that day..=but= it's not fair seriously not fair .for everyone!they can go for reccess for two times

and aggie was like so damn talkative and someone dare her to stop talking and yo..she did it for 49 seconds...it's such a triumph ..

after reccess ..!i was talking to shue voon and amanda was puling me ...eveyone was walking back to class...when i came t lulu and suddenly BANG to the pillar ..omg it's so not pain !!!!mamma the first one who laughed is SEAN !!!u beta watch out awwwwwww@@@and amanda was like hahahaha" all the way back to class and everyone was like "nhoooooooo"

back to class and it's malay period ...it's pn maimunah -something like that la i don't really remember her name ..se was teaching until damn syok and suddenly her high heels broken ! migod ..she was like "iyo aiyo malunya" and all ...and she was damn perasan ...someone came in to find someone else and she asked ' u know y people always come in during my period' and we said 'terlalu cantik' and she said 'tak cukup' 'kerana terlalu banyak peminat' and we just oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....~~~~that why ..in conclision ..teacher can be damn perasan somehow..

~kel~

Losing Grip

2007-05-18T20:44:00.001-07:00

Are you aware of what you make me feel, babyRight now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not realDidn't you feel me lock my arms around youWhy'd you turn away?Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,waiting outside there grinning with a lost stareThat's when I decided
[chorus]Why should I careCuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so aloneYou, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's placewhen you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,you used to hug meBut that wasn't the caseEverything wasn't ok I was left to cry therewaiting outside there grinning with a lost stareThat's when I decided
[chorus]
Crying out loud I'm crying out loudCrying out loud I'm crying out loud
Open your eyesOpen up wideWhy should I careCuz you weren't therewhen I was scared I was so alone Why should I careCuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so aloneWhy should I careIf you don't care then I don't care were not going newhereWhy should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so aloneWhy should I care If you don't care then i don't care were not going newhere

kel

exam's over

2007-05-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

ay yay that's the happiest thing in the world ..EXAM"S OVER!!!~~~~still got additional mathematis..///i want to know who created add maths that make people suffer>>!!@#$^*& it's time to slap his or her *****..suppose to be his cz girls seldom create something that make people torture..they re rational ******* vain creature

2007-05-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

fork this whole freaking week...fork exams..fork history more..it's sucks like asshole..

i wrote two essays bout daniel and nicholas mandy and mua>>::it's lame to be corl///anyways it's the best ending in one's life aven that there's many swearing .. the kopi jantan part is totally syok..maybe gonna post it shit..

16/5 rockz i've got two most happening two gaylli guy in this week ..i wanna kiss today like fuck

some blooooooooooooody son of bitch is really irritating >>/..itch in the asshole that's beyond cure maybe ...~~nevermind forgive him for daniel's sake..fork his doosdleee blek

but some son of bitch issss just opposite..what to do ..different mother ward.
~snoop kel~

2007-05-03T01:28:00.000-07:00

i misssssss him so much mamma ~he's the ----haih go drink milk =+ that's the sadest thing please kill me before i kill myself ..

snoop kel

friends

2007-04-26T05:08:00.000-07:00

recently,I have did some research on those friendship problems which abundantly occurs in every adolescence nowadays. Here is my conclusion:
FATE
Every relationship needs FATE, included friends. Undeniable, arguments or misunderstanding cases is a must for every true friendship. I have no doubt to say that it’s inevitable. There are no expectants in this case. Included me!
Honestly, I am an absolute loser for that. Maybe the GOD wants to chastise me for being dishonest to my friends. (But it wasn’t all my fault)...Or maybe I do not have any FATE with my friends. All in all, I was like: whatever… just let it be. *-*…I am too shiftless in friendship.
2nd April 2007
The day I lost my best friends.
Sounds funny, right? The day after April fool…
But this is true…

a story which i found it appropriate to my case:

Last night you and your best friendhad a fight.

You decide not to talk to her the nextday.

She smiles at you.

You grind your teethat her.

She tells her friends nicethings about you.

You spread bad rumorsabout her.She tries to come and talk to you.

Butyou push her aside.She thinks you are a great friend.

You think she is a terrible friend.She writes nice notes to you, tellingyou about the best times you sharedtogether.

You write about all the badtimes you can remember experiencingtogether.

Deep down you know she's sorry.

But all you have is hate.The next day you find a note.

It reads:Dear -------------,

I tried to tell you yesterday, but youdidn't let me speak

,I tried to tell you good things,

butyou were afraid to hear them.tried to smile at you,

to take awaythe hate.But now it's time to tell you, eventhough it's a bit late.

That i amdying.I have a bad condition and it isgetting worse.

I'm sorry to have totell you that i won't be able to seeyou today.

I wrote this to you todayin the hospital.

My time is up.I'm sorry i should have told yousooner.I'm really sorry about ourargument,you are such a great friend.

I promise i shall watch over you,Lots of love -------------

You run to the hospital to tell heryou are sorry,

But only her mum is left.Her hand clasped over her face.

And she was crying.

Down on her knees she prays,

for her daughter to comeback.

You are too late.

You wish you told her sorry sooner and

got to say goodbye.

We Went Collage

2007-04-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

17/4-we went to collage ..and walked to parade-got a heart attack．.in imax~@@@another SERIOUS heartattack..went back to collage and slit under the rain for about one hour..thanks to ng mun yee we lose our tt..i reli miss institut compass..

21/4-went to lost world ..it was freaking nice..there were 11 of us and it was a freaking happy day perhaps but it was freaking hot and i get freaking dark

24/4 someone stole our money went we went out for pj...

kel

A fringing week

2007-04-23T23:32:00.000-07:00

yay..i found 3vcds and 1 dvd that daniel acted in ..wohaha i was freaking happy mam"that monday i went office with amanda and a charlie nut-case teacher was so dorkishly worried and kept saying "girls don't come here don't come here"we was like who the bloody hell wana go to your place la..so scared for what la!like we all purposely chaotic her!!i thought of craming her mouth with c's socks..after that pn anne told us that she was preparing for mid year english test paper~cheh~

we thought she was watching porn or surfing porn web site# but then it was jus herself being too paranoid ! test paper only ma-_-"that shit has nothing to do with us !get lost la bohsia!! my moral project was done last sunday waha but on monday amanda found out that we had the same essay and the same lampiran///mandy was like dunno-what-to-do and started to talk in cantonese---broken cantonese ..syok~ whew~and these days really feel damn down~```monday two friend jus being very childish and angry with someone for not wearing t mailto:shirt@#*&^@#isn it lame lame lame++and they started to backstab until we nearly lose daddy !i cried for 5 days continuosly >>>..i dun think it's worthy but den what to do ..i jus can't control and tears jus started GUSHING　ＯＵＴ..i hope i could jus swat their stinking mouth+=i really don't know what's thier problem..ling's mind jus got corrupted by her lovely sister and that devilish bohsia tan joe yee!and people jus neva keep their promise that's the best reason why a fuckingnice relationship gott faded~i seriously can't anymore

~kel~

Sat n Sun Rockz

2007-04-17T00:40:00.000-07:00

This is for sat!i was totally depressed! went to school ..supposed to go to mc but then dey went to our school..so wat to do !gather in our school la''it was quite a good dunno wat..den i get to talk to my used-to-be best friend i was so so happy but then problem comes when we went to parade ..twins was like ???????

i feel like saying hey yo !what's ur problem now??dot dot dot ...whatever juz continue our day wit daddy xan and fish...tt den went xan's hse and cc with jass..and everything jus came one shoot..f*** beeeeeeeep and doooooooooot !!!!whew..wanna kill everyone mama...i cried in xan's hse and finished my dot dot board due to the visitation of our dearest raja muda..thanks him i have to finish decorate all the damned board before monday..i went back and cried the whole nite and my eyes swollen ish..thanks to myself!and sunday!cried again ! eww wanna dig my eyes out d...we talked bout gen x cops wellllll...everyone is cool and cute..

~snoop kel~

2007-04-02T00:25:00.000-07:00

kel just wished bryan a ''belated birthday wishing'' and bryan recieved it nakedly....hahahahahahaha..not funny actualii...

xan

My Day

2007-04-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

whatever i jus cannot keep every single thing to myself so blogging is the best way la...i guess lose him!!!dunno what the f****ing shit dot dot dot is he doing..i was not given a clue what the dot dot dot he wants actually...beep beep beep..sori ah i'm not that goood in swearing.but then i swore a lot today..miss liew said u dunno what what what den i said dot ya..i was like agnes drink your f****ing water and eat your dot shit.and i'm dot hot and all.amanda was like 'wth'@#$%^&' don't swear swear don't !!!hoho gik sei her ..and she's like bringing her new fan 24/7 to all over the place and i said amanda!fan my a** ..she dah pening dah?!?!

today is like beep beep sucks after school ..i really wanna strangle everyone! my lovely friend's really easily offended..i was wandering why on earth she likes to show her colourful face for no reason..freak!today i get replied from daniel cheah bryan cheah xan xan and chi chi ..too bad it's not daniel wu... today is tracy's b'day and i wished her happy dot b'day ..and she'd gone high and said thanks for ur dot wishes i'm sure i'll have a dot dot dot dot dot dot day!!!den went to xan's hse and she's so sot sot sot sot sot soty...daniel wu rocks my life..

~snoop kel~