friends

recently,I have did some research on those friendship problems which abundantly occurs in every adolescence nowadays. Here is my conclusion:
FATE
Every relationship needs FATE, included friends. Undeniable, arguments or misunderstanding cases is a must for every true friendship. I have no doubt to say that it’s inevitable. There are no expectants in this case. Included me!
Honestly, I am an absolute loser for that. Maybe the GOD wants to chastise me for being dishonest to my friends. (But it wasn’t all my fault)...Or maybe I do not have any FATE with my friends. All in all, I was like: whatever… just let it be. *-*…I am too shiftless in friendship.
2nd April 2007
The day I lost my best friends.
Sounds funny, right? The day after April fool…
But this is true…

a story which i found it appropriate to my case:

Last night you and your best friendhad a fight.

You decide not to talk to her the nextday.

She smiles at you.

You grind your teethat her.

She tells her friends nicethings about you.

You spread bad rumorsabout her.She tries to come and talk to you.

Butyou push her aside.She thinks you are a great friend.

You think she is a terrible friend.She writes nice notes to you, tellingyou about the best times you sharedtogether.

You write about all the badtimes you can remember experiencingtogether.

Deep down you know she's sorry.

But all you have is hate.The next day you find a note.

It reads:Dear -------------,

I tried to tell you yesterday, but youdidn't let me speak

,I tried to tell you good things,

butyou were afraid to hear them.tried to smile at you,

to take awaythe hate.But now it's time to tell you, eventhough it's a bit late.

That i amdying.I have a bad condition and it isgetting worse.

I'm sorry to have totell you that i won't be able to seeyou today.

I wrote this to you todayin the hospital.

My time is up.I'm sorry i should have told yousooner.I'm really sorry about ourargument,you are such a great friend.

I promise i shall watch over you,Lots of love -------------

You run to the hospital to tell heryou are sorry,

But only her mum is left.Her hand clasped over her face.

And she was crying.

Down on her knees she prays,

for her daughter to comeback.

You are too late.

You wish you told her sorry sooner and

got to say goodbye.

We Went Collage

17/4-we went to collage ..and walked to parade-got a heart attack．.in imax~@@@another SERIOUS heartattack..went back to collage and slit under the rain for about one hour..thanks to ng mun yee we lose our tt..i reli miss institut compass..

21/4-went to lost world ..it was freaking nice..there were 11 of us and it was a freaking happy day perhaps but it was freaking hot and i get freaking dark

24/4 someone stole our money went we went out for pj...

kel

A fringing week

yay..i found 3vcds and 1 dvd that daniel acted in ..wohaha i was freaking happy mam"that monday i went office with amanda and a charlie nut-case teacher was so dorkishly worried and kept saying "girls don't come here don't come here"we was like who the bloody hell wana go to your place la..so scared for what la!like we all purposely chaotic her!!i thought of craming her mouth with c's socks..after that pn anne told us that she was preparing for mid year english test paper~cheh~

we thought she was watching porn or surfing porn web site# but then it was jus herself being too paranoid ! test paper only ma-_-"that shit has nothing to do with us !get lost la bohsia!! my moral project was done last sunday waha but on monday amanda found out that we had the same essay and the same lampiran///mandy was like dunno-what-to-do and started to talk in cantonese---broken cantonese ..syok~ whew~and these days really feel damn down~```monday two friend jus being very childish and angry with someone for not wearing t mailto:shirt@#*&^@#isn it lame lame lame++and they started to backstab until we nearly lose daddy !i cried for 5 days continuosly >>>..i dun think it's worthy but den what to do ..i jus can't control and tears jus started GUSHING　ＯＵＴ..i hope i could jus swat their stinking mouth+=i really don't know what's thier problem..ling's mind jus got corrupted by her lovely sister and that devilish bohsia tan joe yee!and people jus neva keep their promise that's the best reason why a fuckingnice relationship gott faded~i seriously can't anymore

~kel~

Sat n Sun Rockz

This is for sat!i was totally depressed! went to school ..supposed to go to mc but then dey went to our school..so wat to do !gather in our school la''it was quite a good dunno wat..den i get to talk to my used-to-be best friend i was so so happy but then problem comes when we went to parade ..twins was like ???????

i feel like saying hey yo !what's ur problem now??dot dot dot ...whatever juz continue our day wit daddy xan and fish...tt den went xan's hse and cc with jass..and everything jus came one shoot..f*** beeeeeeeep and doooooooooot !!!!whew..wanna kill everyone mama...i cried in xan's hse and finished my dot dot board due to the visitation of our dearest raja muda..thanks him i have to finish decorate all the damned board before monday..i went back and cried the whole nite and my eyes swollen ish..thanks to myself!and sunday!cried again ! eww wanna dig my eyes out d...we talked bout gen x cops wellllll...everyone is cool and cute..

~snoop kel~

kel just wished bryan a ''belated birthday wishing'' and bryan recieved it nakedly....hahahahahahaha..not funny actualii...

xan

My Day

whatever i jus cannot keep every single thing to myself so blogging is the best way la...i guess lose him!!!dunno what the f****ing shit dot dot dot is he doing..i was not given a clue what the dot dot dot he wants actually...beep beep beep..sori ah i'm not that goood in swearing.but then i swore a lot today..miss liew said u dunno what what what den i said dot ya..i was like agnes drink your f****ing water and eat your dot shit.and i'm dot hot and all.amanda was like 'wth'@#$%^&' don't swear swear don't !!!hoho gik sei her ..and she's like bringing her new fan 24/7 to all over the place and i said amanda!fan my a** ..she dah pening dah?!?!

today is like beep beep sucks after school ..i really wanna strangle everyone! my lovely friend's really easily offended..i was wandering why on earth she likes to show her colourful face for no reason..freak!today i get replied from daniel cheah bryan cheah xan xan and chi chi ..too bad it's not daniel wu... today is tracy's b'day and i wished her happy dot b'day ..and she'd gone high and said thanks for ur dot wishes i'm sure i'll have a dot dot dot dot dot dot day!!!den went to xan's hse and she's so sot sot sot sot sot soty...daniel wu rocks my life..


~snoop kel~